Needless to say that I had pumpkin all over my hair...

 

 

Busy morning at my dental clinic...

I think I did my dumbest thing for this week today. I'm left handed and I stuck my left index finger into a hinge that rotates the overhead dental light in my unit... then I flipped the light up... and then... I was in a LOT of pain. My finger is still swollen and I can't use it for anything. I'm sorta glad I don't have any evaluations in the clinic tomorrow, but I do feel sorry for whoever will be my patient tomorrow.

On another note, I've got a pretty ticket for speeding in NC that requires me to come back to the court down there. I kind of live in MN, not NC, but the state trooper didn't get that while looking at my MN DL. I hate highway troopers, but I already made my peace with my bank account that shall be missing quite a piece of money soon. Life's a bitch. So are troopers :)

Tournament

Way too many exams. I think I don't like those 8 week long classes anymore. Not when I have 5 other classes going on, try to manage work and 2 hobbies... I have few more and a paper before leaving to NC.
I surrended my pretty girly clothes on behalf of sweatshirts (again ;/ ) as it started to snow out here last Sat. So much for the fall season, I guess...

Me agains the world...

It grew on me.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=hVZaA2s7xYI

Sorrow you can hold, however desolating, if nobody speaks to you. If they speak, you break down.

Rest in peace, V.

My ex-husband, Vivek, killed himself last night. It was day after his 23rd Birthday. He shot himself in the head. I got notified by his parents this morning. I still can't believe it... I just can't... It all sounded like a cruel joke. It's a tragedy. He'll be cremated soon. I hope the world will be better for him on the other side...

One of his favorites: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=avOWoocql7c

I still can't understand how bad it must have been for him. I just can't imagine how does it feel when you're so depressed that you don't want to live anymore, that you don't see that there is something to live for, that there are people around you who care. How lonely, desperate and weak you must feel at that point...